Life, if that’s what you call it

EA Active:

19 minute curcuit

15 exercises

130 calories

So I did my work out yesterday kind of late but I got it done. Right now I am facing a big problem in my training. My issue  is that I am finding it harder harder to actually work out. I’m starting to lose my motivation to keep this going. I find it funny that even though this is so very important to me that I still can’t find the motivation to get up and do it. Years ago when I was working with a personal trainer it felt so much easier to keep them momentum going because I had some one that I was accountable to. Now it’s harder for me to find that in order to keep myself motivated. I don’t know exactly why but it has gotten harder everyday to keep going.

Well, I am going to go now. I have to do today’s work out still. see y’all later

I didn’t work out yesterday. Lupus and migraine took it away from me. I am doing ok so far today so I’ll be doing my workout during nap time. It was upsetting to me to have not been able to work out because I was a big reminder to me just how quickly things can change when Lupus is involved. Yesterday when the migraine hit me I thought that I would be ok with some allergy meds and tylenol, I was wrong. Eventually I had to take flexiril in order to get rid of it which made me sleepy, I went to be shortly before 10 after dozing off every few minutes for about 2 hours. My body was stiff and sore, and it wasn’t the good kind that comes from activity, it was Lupus/ fibro pain.

Times like this are hard for me. The last thing that I want to do is to stop this project but part of me keeps thinking that life will be a lot easier if I just stop now. Thankfully I have the support of my loved ones to help me through this. And the fact that I am posting daily about my progress make me want to continue even more. So I say F-U Lupus, you aren’t stopping me for long!

K, I’ll post again,post-work out